Its been a week since I last check in with you guys. I went to the clinic and they gave information about teen pregnancy.They told me I had up to 2 weeks to decided weather I want to keep this thing growing inside of me.They asked me my age and I was kind of ashamed to tell them that im only 14.What does a 14 year old girl know about raising a baby? I know NOTHING. I see my mother struggle raising my little siblings and it makes me think will I have to struggle if I decide to keep mines.I hope not.My boyfriend and family is already starting to act different.They don't give me the attention they use to give before we found out about me being pregnant.Some days my boyfriend tells me im his everything and he cant wait til we become a family, and other days I feel like he hates me.He tells me I never find anyone that is willing to be with me. I never understood boys. God just lead me in the right direction, I'm lost.
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